Tinnitus

Black and white image of flute keys.Her books line the shelves. The cat, bewildered, gives a mournful mew. I lift the lid on the box that holds her Pez dispenser collection and must look away when I see their tiny smiling faces. Last played the day she died, her flute collects dust in the attic—the whisper of her breath still trapped in the hollow of it.

I still hear that flute sometimes, awakened in the night by its astonishing trill. That once frightened me, but I’ve grown to like it. Tinnitus, my husband says, but I know better. I take comfort where I find it.

 

Eileen Vorbach Collins’s work has been widely published including in her essay collection Love in the Archives, a Patchwork of True Stories About Suicide Loss. https://www.loveinthearchives.com/

Photo Credit: Lloyd Lee

6 Responses to “Tinnitus”

  1. jana martin says:

    talk about the power of economy — this is gorgeous.

  2. Karen Zey says:

    Captures so much love and sorrow.

  3. Sarah says:

    This made me gasp. ‘the whisper of her breath’ still in the flute….the flute / tinnitus connection. thank you for sharing.

  4. Claudia Wilson says:

    This is so beautiful. So few words that created such strong emotions.

  5. Such a deep emotional dive in so few words. The sounds of our loved ones still “echo” long after they are gone. A wonderful work.

  6. Janet Steinberg says:

    Such strong emotion touching me deeply, via such brevity, leaves me in amazement.
    I mean… W O W

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