Motherhood

Black and white photograph of a baby's torso, legs, and feet on a dark background. The baby is wearing a fuzzy white sleep suit.For a time, I dreamed of babies. Every morning, I found another nestled beside me. Soon, our house was full of mouths. Once, a child climbed all the way to the roof, singing. Another never made a peep. I bathed them, dressed them, fed them, changed them, laid them down in rows to nap. They threw their peach pits on the floor. When they cried, it was as if a thunderstorm had formed indoors. When they slept, the quiet was soft as velvet. When they grew up and left, the quiet turned ugly, peace just another pain to be borne.

 

Kate Blakinger is the author of the story collection How to Court Disaster, which won the 2026 Iowa Short Fiction Award. Find her at kateblakinger.com.

Photo Credit: Jessica Caisse

2 Responses to “Motherhood”

  1. Birgit Solvsten D'Alpoim says:

    I love this how true.

  2. Lyra Artsoul says:

    loved this story

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